Uhh, I get what you're feeling and it totally sucks and I agree and I don't mean to belittle it at all but it's been three months and you're taking care of yourself and doing what you need to do so now it is simply time to stop this. Have one last pity party and then CHEER THE FUCK UP.
We all know someone who is going to fucking love this. The pin is an imperfect circle, sort of pathetic but very lovable. Just like you right now. Hang in there! Metal shape with enamel color fill and a standard pin back.
All ADAMJK® enamel pins are 2mm thick (just a little bit sturdier!) and include a rubber clutch. Packaged on a simple card you can personalize before gifting.